The Dream.
For a moment, I don't know where I
am. I am walking, I feel coarse carpet rubbing against the soles of my
shoes. I am in corridor. It stetches into the distance, dark and shadowy.
I strain my eyes but cannot see where it ends. I look down and see I am
in my school uniform, grey shorts and white shirt. When I look back up,
I see the shadows have lifted, revealing scratched and scarred white plaster
walls either side of me. Blue nylon carpeting covers the floor. I continue
to walk, looking around at my old school building.
I hear the scuffing of feet behind
me and I turn. Other students are running towards me, then past me, leaving
me in their wake. I yell out to them, but my voice floats away, as though
across a great distance.
"Where are you going?" I yell again,
but they are gone and I am alone again.
A voice trails back to me, gradually
growing louder, echoing along the hallway.
"Run," it whispers, "he comes..."
The hallway grows cold and I shiver
inside my thin shirt. The shadows descend once more, until I am almost
in darkness. I begin to run, sensing danger behind me. My legs pump, yet
I hardly seem to travel up the hall. I pump harder, growing frantic, but
I am running into darkness. I can see nothing up ahead but somehow I know
I will be safe there.
I hear more footsteps behind me. Slow,
deliberate and menacing.
Then I am running. Faster this time.
I can actually feel myself moving further up the hall. I look from side
to side, searching for an exit. The shadows are thinning, revealing blue
painted doors. So many of them, far more that I remember from school. I
stop to try one but it is locked. I struggle with it, tugging desperately,
but it doesn't budge. I move on, running faster, and the heavy steps behind
me quicken.
As I move further, the shadows thin.
The hallway is bathed in grey daylight. I see a window up ahead, right
at the end of the hall. I forget the doors beside and run for this window.
I can see it is partially open, can see the light on the other side. It
comes closer as I run, but I sense He is also coming closer. The thudding
steps fill my ears and I reach for the window.
No time to look at what is on the other
side. There are no other exits. I squeeze myself over the sill, feeling
the window jam against my back. I squeeze tighter into the opening, straining
for the other side, but I am trapped. I can't push through and can't pull
back.
The footsteps grow louder still, bearing
down on my thrashing body. I am pushing, pushing, gripping the sill and
struggling. I break free a little. One more push and I am on the other
side. A hand grabs my ankle, a sharp pain and-
I sag against my mattress, exhausted
and drained, as though I haven't slept a wink. I am wide awake and my eyes
feel grainy and sore. My alarm begins to squeal at me. Six O'Clock. Time
to get up, but I don't feel like it. I have had that dream so many times
over the years, since I was young. I blame it on my early exposure to slasher
movies. They used to scare me but now the only thing that scares me is
that I give up. I wonder if this would be my reaction in a real life situation.
I hope not, but the question serves to unsettle me for the rest of the
morning.
The End.
David Guest
Friday, 19 November 1999